Hi there...
Been so depressed here.. of everything... job.. life.... struggles... and this Saturday had exam.. but haven't study yet.. -.- taken the exam before.. but not succeeded.. n this time the post also different.. well... SPA exam... not as if I'm gonna pass or have the job anyway... anyway.. it's all about politic... always -.- I guess I will study later or tomorrow.. haishhhh
My dear blog... I miss him so much.... I know I shouldn't.. as there's nothing more between us.. and most of all.. he had used and hurts me countless times... but I still miss him... hate myself... huhu... I miss him I miss I miss him.... I try to avoid try not to think about him try not to miss him... but I miss him... Dear God... please help me.... I don't know what else to do... only to You I can surrender...
Wednesday 12 September 2012
Wednesday 15 August 2012
Kuching Trip and Interview
Hi there! Miss u..my blog...
Quite busy lately..preparing and going to Kuching for interview... it was a good interview...2 hours..the longest record I have.. haha.... even being introduced to their departments and business activities.. -.-
Despite that..I stay at my sis Unni hostel...which happen to be my ex Unni and hostel...nostalgia..
Quite busy lately..preparing and going to Kuching for interview... it was a good interview...2 hours..the longest record I have.. haha.... even being introduced to their departments and business activities.. -.-
Despite that..I stay at my sis Unni hostel...which happen to be my ex Unni and hostel...nostalgia..
Friday 13 July 2012
Maybank: Interview
Hi there!
:)
Well,today I had interview with Maybank...
It was fun, really. Not stressful as mention by people. Just a simple n ordinary interview like those I've attended before. They do have essay test and personality test. But trust me, it was easy. So based on my HR experience, they might pick someone who is confident, talkative n maybe those with sales and marketing experience will be their priority.. :) Well can't blame them if they do. Coz it does minimize cost, in fact, especially in training people to become a good sales/marketing person.
At first they ask how Im doing, good or not, of coz I said Im good, coz I do feel good, I might a bit nervous before enter Maybank Office but once I enter, same as previous interview...the nervous fly away, I became myself again haha. Then they ask regarding my experience, my study background before, my CBG experience.. But most of all 3 of them were so excited asking/talking bout my experience of 6 months in Bintulu. :)
I enjoy the interview, we manage to talk and share a lot. :) And I also being honest with them, how I'm not really into a sales oriented person as I only come to know sales is one of the big scope of the position. Well, as they will found out later based on the personality test, I better just tell them 1st haha, at least Im being honest here. But Im glad...as I observe the 3 of them..their face looks n colour, while I admit and mention Im not really a sales oriented person, I can see their sincere and friendly smile, as if they were saying, "Owh ok, this girl indeed a straightforward and honest!" Haha.. and they also become more open with me,talk and ask me...and share more... :)
From this interview, Im glad they didnt ask things like, "Tell me about urself", "What is ur strength/weakness", those interview questions,for me..is..... unprofessional... -.- sorry I said that,but that's how i feel...coz it is expected and it's a "Google" questions haha... I think most of u would know what I mean..too common.. :)
It makes me happy that, eve after they interview, while waiting for dad to pick me up, they spotted me before they went for lunch and take the times to speak/talking to me again, feel as if they enjoy sharing/talking to me...Good...coz that mean I do have a good rapport with people haha...
I don't know I'll get the job or not... depends on their observation n management approval too... as the Malay said..kalau dah rezeki tak ke mana.. :)
Wow I write a lot... but I do love to write...it's my way/style of expressing and sharing..keeping things to ourselves sometimes can cause tension and depress and not good..so I like writing...whether people who read it thinks it's boring or what..depends on them.. Im just being myself.
Ta ta see u later my beloved blog! Next will be RHB interview ;)
:)
Well,today I had interview with Maybank...
It was fun, really. Not stressful as mention by people. Just a simple n ordinary interview like those I've attended before. They do have essay test and personality test. But trust me, it was easy. So based on my HR experience, they might pick someone who is confident, talkative n maybe those with sales and marketing experience will be their priority.. :) Well can't blame them if they do. Coz it does minimize cost, in fact, especially in training people to become a good sales/marketing person.
At first they ask how Im doing, good or not, of coz I said Im good, coz I do feel good, I might a bit nervous before enter Maybank Office but once I enter, same as previous interview...the nervous fly away, I became myself again haha. Then they ask regarding my experience, my study background before, my CBG experience.. But most of all 3 of them were so excited asking/talking bout my experience of 6 months in Bintulu. :)
I enjoy the interview, we manage to talk and share a lot. :) And I also being honest with them, how I'm not really into a sales oriented person as I only come to know sales is one of the big scope of the position. Well, as they will found out later based on the personality test, I better just tell them 1st haha, at least Im being honest here. But Im glad...as I observe the 3 of them..their face looks n colour, while I admit and mention Im not really a sales oriented person, I can see their sincere and friendly smile, as if they were saying, "Owh ok, this girl indeed a straightforward and honest!" Haha.. and they also become more open with me,talk and ask me...and share more... :)
From this interview, Im glad they didnt ask things like, "Tell me about urself", "What is ur strength/weakness", those interview questions,for me..is..... unprofessional... -.- sorry I said that,but that's how i feel...coz it is expected and it's a "Google" questions haha... I think most of u would know what I mean..too common.. :)
It makes me happy that, eve after they interview, while waiting for dad to pick me up, they spotted me before they went for lunch and take the times to speak/talking to me again, feel as if they enjoy sharing/talking to me...Good...coz that mean I do have a good rapport with people haha...
I don't know I'll get the job or not... depends on their observation n management approval too... as the Malay said..kalau dah rezeki tak ke mana.. :)
Wow I write a lot... but I do love to write...it's my way/style of expressing and sharing..keeping things to ourselves sometimes can cause tension and depress and not good..so I like writing...whether people who read it thinks it's boring or what..depends on them.. Im just being myself.
Ta ta see u later my beloved blog! Next will be RHB interview ;)
Thursday 12 July 2012
Coming up next: Interview with Maybank and RHB Bank
So much about banking sector... =.=
Well..previously I did mention about me joining banking sector although I don't like it much...but I give it a try..
This Friday, 13 July I'll have an interview/assessment with Maybank...and next week is with RHB Bank..funny rite?...Considering how I really2 dislike banking sector...
But then... always expect the worse... no matter how hard we tried and wanted something, if it didn't meant for us, we still wont get it...same as when we really2 don't want that something, we still have that thing we don't want most... Now that's make me afraid.. -.-
As far as I know, banking sector deal most with sales,marketing,customers, and the SCARIEST of ALL, TARGET. As in TARGET in $$$. That's what I dislike most. There's a reason for that...
Back in 2009, when I first joined the so called professional workforce (as I didn't work as part timers,sales assistant or promoter), I joined a Mercedes dealer company. My post is admin,of course...but my manager and the salesman, they are more to sales and everyday I heard them talking/discuss about sales sales and sales...target target n target....$ $ n $....that makes me phobia.... phobia of what?? Well...sometimes people WILL do ANYTHING to ACHIEVE TARGET...even if it means ILLEGAL short cut.... =.= I guess no need for me to write in details.. But I understand bank do have policy n won't involve anything illegal..but then,and still...Im not really a sales oriented person.... I don't really like to force/persuade people to buy...Y?? Easy...coz I myself didn't like being force into buying something mua haha...for example....each time a sales person (unless it's my frens, they won't do it coz they know me WELL) approached me,be it someone from insurance, agent, promoter, bank staff who promotes credit card...it always annoys me.. -.-
Thats y I didn't like doing sales... simple.
But then...what choice do I have?.. Im not like some people/other people who can really get a good job easily and they have more credit when it happen to be their most fav job...what can I say?.. Im just unlucky...most of the time... I tried hard in everything I do.. but I guess maybe God do plan other things for me when I didnt get the thing I strives hard for...
Ok then..need to do houseworks... continue later on..
Well..previously I did mention about me joining banking sector although I don't like it much...but I give it a try..
This Friday, 13 July I'll have an interview/assessment with Maybank...and next week is with RHB Bank..funny rite?...Considering how I really2 dislike banking sector...
But then... always expect the worse... no matter how hard we tried and wanted something, if it didn't meant for us, we still wont get it...same as when we really2 don't want that something, we still have that thing we don't want most... Now that's make me afraid.. -.-
As far as I know, banking sector deal most with sales,marketing,customers, and the SCARIEST of ALL, TARGET. As in TARGET in $$$. That's what I dislike most. There's a reason for that...
Back in 2009, when I first joined the so called professional workforce (as I didn't work as part timers,sales assistant or promoter), I joined a Mercedes dealer company. My post is admin,of course...but my manager and the salesman, they are more to sales and everyday I heard them talking/discuss about sales sales and sales...target target n target....$ $ n $....that makes me phobia.... phobia of what?? Well...sometimes people WILL do ANYTHING to ACHIEVE TARGET...even if it means ILLEGAL short cut.... =.= I guess no need for me to write in details.. But I understand bank do have policy n won't involve anything illegal..but then,and still...Im not really a sales oriented person.... I don't really like to force/persuade people to buy...Y?? Easy...coz I myself didn't like being force into buying something mua haha...for example....each time a sales person (unless it's my frens, they won't do it coz they know me WELL) approached me,be it someone from insurance, agent, promoter, bank staff who promotes credit card...it always annoys me.. -.-
Thats y I didn't like doing sales... simple.
But then...what choice do I have?.. Im not like some people/other people who can really get a good job easily and they have more credit when it happen to be their most fav job...what can I say?.. Im just unlucky...most of the time... I tried hard in everything I do.. but I guess maybe God do plan other things for me when I didnt get the thing I strives hard for...
Ok then..need to do houseworks... continue later on..
Friday 6 July 2012
July 6, 2012
Today a cold day..raining since morning...just stopped around 10-11 like that..
Lately Im very2 sensitive...n today, Im overly sensitive + emotional.... I just cried... don't know why... probably just tired of everything..n probably was thinking bout him... God will help me stay strong... He'll show the way...
But...wonder until when?...
God... I surrender all to You....
Lately Im very2 sensitive...n today, Im overly sensitive + emotional.... I just cried... don't know why... probably just tired of everything..n probably was thinking bout him... God will help me stay strong... He'll show the way...
But...wonder until when?...
God... I surrender all to You....
Wednesday 27 June 2012
Received Interview Invitation Email from Maybank
Hi there!
Today I received an email from Maybank HQ HR..inviting me for an interview next week, for the post of CRE,Customer Relationship Executive.
It has been so long since I'm nervous when I have interview...haha probably too much and a lots of interviews that I don't know how to feel nervous...but this time, I'm superb NERVOUS hahaha...
Keeps on wondering how the interview would be...what they would ask n etc.... maybe there would even be an assessment held...It's a well known organization we're talking about..Maybank..hahaha...sure they would have a different way of selecting their people ;)
Im glad God answered another of my prayer...which is this email and the interview :) Thank YOU GOD...
Anyway, no matter what, I'll try my best...with God help n I won't stop praying :)
Dear God.. If this is the job for me, pls help me n guide me... If it;s not for me, pls strengthen my heart so that I won't be disappointed too much n won't give up.... Amen.
Today I received an email from Maybank HQ HR..inviting me for an interview next week, for the post of CRE,Customer Relationship Executive.
It has been so long since I'm nervous when I have interview...haha probably too much and a lots of interviews that I don't know how to feel nervous...but this time, I'm superb NERVOUS hahaha...
Keeps on wondering how the interview would be...what they would ask n etc.... maybe there would even be an assessment held...It's a well known organization we're talking about..Maybank..hahaha...sure they would have a different way of selecting their people ;)
Im glad God answered another of my prayer...which is this email and the interview :) Thank YOU GOD...
Anyway, no matter what, I'll try my best...with God help n I won't stop praying :)
Dear God.. If this is the job for me, pls help me n guide me... If it;s not for me, pls strengthen my heart so that I won't be disappointed too much n won't give up.... Amen.
Friday 22 June 2012
Maybank called....
Despite all the messed up of my feelings n life... Maybank HR called me....the gurl said will arrange an interview for me in Sibu next week... they will email me for my confirmation... good news... n also bad news...dunno lah...Im actually not into banking sector..unless this is my destiny..but still...I'll do my best...
And not long after that..my ex colleague in Bintulu called me...he said another project start soon and ask me to join them...but I dun really think Im ready to go back there...after everything that happened to me there...still hurts... I'll leave to God....
And not long after that..my ex colleague in Bintulu called me...he said another project start soon and ask me to join them...but I dun really think Im ready to go back there...after everything that happened to me there...still hurts... I'll leave to God....
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