Saturday 24 December 2011

NeW LiFe

Hey there!!

I think I've been too busy since I started my new LiFe....
Owh yeah..forgot to mention..I officially start my new life effective on September 27, 2011.......Too much to tell and to busy to write haha....but just as My Favorite Song & Favorite Memories.....WHEN SEPTEMBER END......Hard to believe..well believe it..I manage to start new life as September Ends....walao...continue next time..still have lots to tell...and write......

HaVe A BleSSeD ChristMas & Happy NeW YeAr!!!

Sunday 18 September 2011

SoMe PeoPle.....NeVeR GROWN UP

I'm a counselor. It's not me who said that "I'm a counselor" but most of my frens n those around me. When people asked for advice, I gave them. I don’t simply give advice. I gave based on what I know, what I’ve seen, what I’ve been and gone through. The past is a good teacher. Learn from history coz it’s a good example. I repeat, EXAMPLE, n not to COMPARE u with the past. Whether u want to listen to what I gave or not, that depends on u. Coz we human being r different. Different likes, different thoughts, different style of tackle things. I don’t intend to ruined ur life or messed up ur life or disturb ur happiness. What I can gained if I ruined ur happiness? Grown up lah please. I’m just giving what I can provide what I know n share what I’ve been observed. The rest is up to u. The End.

"We are not BELONG here"

Too much...happen within this week....don't know which to start 1st...

I've already realize that "we" do not belong here...by that 1 sentence...everyone knows it...."we" will remain as what "we" are now...no matter how many years it take...currently two years...next two years...and probably next four years...which will make it 6 years altogether..might as well continues on for 8...10 years....

Then finally I realized..it's not only due to the "cost problem"...but ethics...the recruitment ethics....dirty politics...not that "we" want to be calculative..but they've never appreciate "us"..."our" sacrifice..."our" commitment...."our" effort....not only me who've been there for 5 months..but also those who've been there for 2 years....

Those who've been 2 years there all have the experiences n knowledge...they are the one who done everything..but yet they still take the LI trainee...I'm not mentioning that the  LI trainee shouldn't be taken in..just that, instead of taken a people who've only been there for two months, why not take those who've been there for 2 years?If they said that those who've been 2 years there are not competent n don't know how to work,that is way ridiculous n nonsense...Why I said so???Because I think they are like me...always busy...done more than we should..but we didn't really mind n care coz we're in learning stage...

They hurt our pride...

Not just that...just one day after...one of us got job offer...yet they want her to stay...why would they do that? Since they've never intend to take us? Come on...she have the right to go on n move on with her career..yet when she want to go..they said a lots of harsh thing, not PROFESSIONAL at ALL. And then, again...we're being shocked again....when another LI trainee going to be absorbed..this time probably due to "connection" since the student's parents have huge social influence...that was normal for rich people -.- or rather we call it short cut...

What hurt us most....we've been working really hard to learn n to contribute...yet never been recognized..not to mention being appreciated....too much to have it all mention here.....to be continued.......

Tuesday 6 September 2011

CBG will always remain CBG as long as...???

WTH???...That statement really annoys me..what's the point of his years of experience if he can't even manipulate manpower??? I don't think he deserve that position, not professional at all... =.=
True, he has lots of experiences & knowledge, but then he can't just randomly said things like that..Why can't he look things forward (I mean for the future) instead of current situation???
Previously when he said FOC, it make's me uncomfortable & not being appreciated...the next statement, I don't know how I would react...
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Thursday 1 September 2011

Doing the right thing & doing the best thing are not the same thing

One always feels great when one is doing the best thing or making the best decision for oneself. Why??? Because it's about putting one's needs and wants above all others. However, if doing the right thing is more important to one's conscience, principles and sense of justice, one may not always feel great because it's no longer about the 'I'.


It's SEPTEMBERRR!!

September September Septemberrrr!!!
Finally It's September....
I have a lots of history in September....September 2005.....the most unforgettable one..haha maybe I should just kept it a secret... but here today..I would like to share this song.... Wake Me Up When September End by Greenday...

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when September ends

like my father's come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when September ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when September ends

summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when September ends

ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when September ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when September ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when September ends

like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when September ends
wake me up when September ends
wake me up when September ends 

Monday 22 August 2011

My Past 3 Months CBG's life

Being a CBG is not bad at all..Im proud to be one of the CBG...just that when people didn't appreciate what we have done..it really de-motivating..

If I have the chance, I don't want to be just CBG..coz all the hardwork all the jobs all the sacrifice I done are equal to that of permanent staff..If they really need me just as what they said..y couldn't they just take me in as permanent?..well..the answer is easy..just as what I've heard...coz CBG is working for them for FOC...free of charge since we all do the work but didn't get paid..the answer is bcoz they don't want to pay us CBGians...

But I know that's a little bit impossible..I mean being absorbed permanently...but its a good thing that when I almost gave up...I get to know this so called trainer@motivator which liase with me for the staff's training I arranged...I learned a lot from the trainer...started being more positive..at leasr since I joined CBG, I get to learn a lot of things...gaining more experience here and there..

I previously I really almost give up n at my ends...couldn't stand it any longer..when we done a lot of things but instead of being appreciated....they started to questioned what we done started to doubt us n etc...thanks to the trainer I manage to hold on until now...

"Take the CBG as platform to take off. Fly higher with the experience. CBG soon becomes history but be patience, take off when u r equipped"

One good sentenced from the trainer already able to motivate me.. thank u so much my motivator!... :)

Sunday 15 May 2011

Third World Mentality

THIRD WORLD MENTALITY.LATELY I REALIZED. THIS TYPE OF MENTALITY APPLIED TO ALL, REGARDLESS OF THEIR BACKGROUND; WHETHER THEY ARE PROFESSIONAL(S) OR NOT, LIFE’S GOOD OR NOT, EDUCATED OR NOT, POPULAR OR NOT, RATIONAL OR IRRATIONAL, EXPERIENCED OR INEXPERIENCED..BCOZ IT WAS HOW THEIR MIND WORKS, THEIR PERCEPTIONS….

Saturday 7 May 2011

I wish I could just be a little kid again...

Sometimes I wish I could just be a little kid again.  So when life gets tough you can just play pretend.  I wanna go back to when Santa did exist.  When your daddy was the only boy you ever kissed.  When Disney World was the best place to be.  When the only movies you could see were rated G.  When your biggest problem was learning to write your name and people didn't change...and your friends were the same.  And every time you were sad or you had a bad day.  You could just run to mommy and it would all be okay.  I wanna go back to no hurt...and no pain...just laughter.  When everyone always lives happily ever after.

FiNaLLy

Finally finally finally....manage to create & make my own blog...too busy for this before haha....hmm...wondering how should I start?...